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On My Mind

A Layne Post

Things on my mind as I go to bed:

  • Our Tomé – We haven’t heard from him in weeks; his phone won’t even ring. It can be assumed his phone was taken and a new SIM card put in. Though we expected this to happen, it is still difficult. Praying he is safe, healthy, and loved.
  • Maninha – She had a rough end of the week, quite delirious on Thursday and Friday. Her body is so weak and the medication so strong.
  • Rosa – She misses her three children immensely and has been gone for months on end. Her health is deteriorating, not getting better. I worry she won’t see her kids again.
  • Fernando – A teenage boy who had his leg amputated awhile back and has now been discharged because there is nothing more the hospital can do for him. He still talks of his hopes to go to university.
  • Edson – A young boy that just found out they want to amputate his leg. He doesn’t want to talk about it much. I cannot imagine.
  • Alessandre – A young boy (you may remember him from previous posts and his beautiful smile) who was sent home because there wasn’t much else to do… we heard from his mom and he can no longer walk, the pain is quite bad; they want to return.
  • Nelson – A teenage boy, who went home for a visit and didn’t return for his next treatment. His phone number isn’t working.
  • Marta – A young lady I am trying to help get transferred to a hospital up north so that after 3 months of being alone, she can be in a hospital near her sister and nieces. She needs to be healthy enough to travel.
  • Georgina – A woman who after five months in the hospital, finally got released to go home; however, after less than a week realized the pain was too bad and had to be readmitted. So discouraging.

And then I hear my baby girl humming peacefully in her bed.

So many things to pray for.

So many things to be grateful for.

Don’t forget either.

When a Visitor Turns Into a Friend

A Layne Post

Marta. Something about her has captured me.

Sweet Marta is twenty-two years old. The first time I met her she looked absolutely terrified to be there in the Dermatology ward. After chatting a bit, I realized she just needed to be distracted. By the end of our conversation I had even gotten a few smiles and laughs.

Her family lives quite far from Maputo, only an Aunt is in town, but she didn’t have her phone number. She did, however, know where she worked. Now, I don’t know the city well, and probably would never be able to find “somewhere someone works”, but the Lord had something else in mind. When Marta told me the school her Aunt worked at, I realized it was literally 2 streets away from my house! I jotted down her name, and while I couldn’t promise she’d visit, I could promise an effort in finding her. My mother-in-love, Vicki, was here at the time, and we went and found her the next day. We informed her of Marta’s situation and that was that.

Now, weeks and weeks later, she has only visited once. I quit asking, as it always came with a face of disappointment. Maybe it wasn’t so much about the Aunt coming, maybe it was more about Marta knowing I cared enough to track this lady down for her, even though we’d only met once. I may not be able to promise visits from her Aunt,  but I can promise my own.

Still my visits usually found Marta with watery eyes, full of fear and loneliness. I would encourage her as best I could and give as many kisses to her forehead as seemed appropriate during my visit. Even a short term team I hosted commented on her discouragement.

One week Marta was looking particularly bad; I was actually worried for her life. I noticed her long nails, and the Lord reminded me of the clippers I saw on the side table of my other friend across the hall. I borrowed them quickly and clipped her nails for her. It was a simple act, but she seemed appreciative. I asked her if she liked painting her nails, and the answer was, of course, “Yes!” That was something I could do easily and cheaply! I promised a day of painting nails sometime soon.

That day on the way out she asked for a sweater; she was topless under a blanket, and it is winter here. My partner Alice has some donated clothes and sweetly volunteered to take one by to her. A week later when I visited, she seemed to have taken a turn for the better. She proudly donned her new sweater and assured me she stays warm. Her face was clean, and her skin moist, a big improvement from the week before.

Another day I brought chocolate chip cookies for a friend’s family, who had given me some veggies from their garden, and I thought it was a perfect opportunity to bless Marta as well. I threw 5 cookies into a little container and dropped them by her room. On my way out, she was already eating them, and with a big grin assured me how much she liked them.

The day came for painting nails. I picked out a very bright cheerful pink. While Marta was my goal, I ended up painting 5 other pairs of hands as well. How special to see the way the women lit up from such a simple treat. Here among the holes in the floor and the rats, we had a salon day. I smile, even now, just thinking about it. But Marta… Marta had the sweetest face as she admired her pink nails with butterfly decals (Thanks Lynne Hartke!).

Now when I get to Marta’s room I am greeted by a big smile.

Sometimes it is the simple things, things I feel only come with relationship…

When a visitor turns into a friend.

 

Moving!

A Layne Post

We have had intentions of writing a proper newsletter, but due to procrastination and “busyness” we have not. Hang on to your hats, though, it is coming!

I am going let you in on some news though, because it is coming up too quick; we’re moving! This month! There are a couple of different reasons which have led us to this decision. For one, the rent prices in the city are climbing each year, so we have decided to move to a suburb called Matola where the prices are cheaper. Secondly, because of the project we want to do for the hospital patients, we need to be in a location where we have the freedom to renovate and operate how we desire. The house we have decided to rent is actually owned by the pastor of our church, who is in full support of our Casa Ahavá project.

When we approached our landlord about our contract ending in a year’s time, we knew the rent would increase; it is the way of things around here. What we did not see coming was an added $500 a month. We staggered. While we had chatted previously in the past about moving, each time I would end on verge on tears. “I’ve worked so hard!” “I want to call somewhere home!”

This time, however, as the landlord exited the front gate and we took a seat on the couch, we had peace; it was time to at least look for other options. Within a couple weeks this home in Matola fell in our laps. After a quick walk through, I was sold. It is perfect for where we are at right now. We have signed a three year contract with a locked price, cheaper than our current rent, which gives us the comfort and flexibility to begin working towards Casa Ahavá.

The two flats in the back of the house in Matola are in better condition than the ones we were looking to renovate here in the city, meaning it will take less time and money to become operational. There are still other barriers we will face, but when the Lord is for us, who can stand against us?

So we strap on our work boots and get ready to move in and make the next place ‘home’ (In my book: paint on the walls, colorful curtains, and a few personalized canvases.)

We appreciate your prayers for us during our transition and for wisdom and open doors and we continue to pursue Casa Ahavá.

Jonathan Heller: Husband and Father

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Jonathan Heller has been the most caring, loving, romantic, passionate, strong, and wise husband. I know many people would say these things of their husbands, but I honestly think I have the best out there. I would follow Jon anywhere. Really, I would. And I have. With him by my side, I feel safe and secure. Much of that is because I am able to rely on Jon’s wisdom and guidance that comes from our heavenly Father. He makes it easy to submit to his spiritual leadership. I respect Jon in every way; he is an example of Christ to me. I knew when I married him that I loved him, but I had no idea what was to come.

With each year that has passed I have fallen deeper in love with him. When Anaya was born I knew things may change a bit, and they have… for the better! (Who knew there was so much better?!) The day she was born he took to her like a natural. He is so patient and gentle, nurturing and kind. My heart becomes so full when I listen to him read and sing to her, when he prays over her. Anaya looks to her Daddy with awestruck eyes. I can already see the special bond she has with him, and I love it! Fatherhood suits him well.

Anaya is blessed to call Jon her Daddy, as I am to call him my husband.

Father's Day 2011

Happy Father’s Day

&

Happy 3rd Anniversary,

Jonathan Heller!

Give Light

A Layne Post

Her name means ‘Give Light’. For months this little eight year old was shy and introverted. I would try to talk with her, compliment her painted toes and colorful skirts, bring Anaya by her side, etc. but I could not get much of a response. I remember thinking how sad she looked and feeling frustrated I could not break through the wall she had surrounded herself with. She seemed ashamed of the large tumor protruding from her eye, even though she was, and is, surrounded by people in the same situation. Still I tried; reminding her that I thought she was beautiful.

A couple weeks ago something changed. I do not know why, but she chose to open up to me. She didn’t have to; they never do, yet she chose, and I consider myself the privileged one. She was receiving treatment when I arrived at her bedside, and her hand reached out. My heart leapt as I grabbed it. The time passed while I sat in her bed, rubbed her arms and legs and traced her little hands. She would tickle me, slap my hands and giggle as I responded. Every now and then she would rest her head in my cupped hand, and I would take the opportunity to kiss her precious head. When it was time to go, she begged for me to stay. That is the hardest part. I promised my return and gave a few more kisses.

Now, every time I arrive, her face ‘gives light’. Her tumor is growing; however, she is more beautiful than ever, this precious eight year old girl. I do not know what the future holds for her. If I relied solely on my experiences, it does not look good. I have already cried many tears for her suffering. May the Lord be merciful.

Thank you for your support, which allows me to sit with an eight year old girl suffering in a hospital bed, to try somehow to be the touch of our heavenly Father. Thank you for the impact you are making here in Maputo, Mozambique.

His love always wins.